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Inner Monologue
04:04
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i see your tears
hiding there behind your smiles
i see your fears
hiding there
your inner child
i always wanted to be everything
that i couldnt be
now i’m left incomplete
and i feel i owe myself an apology
you always wanted the best
but the best is always subjective
and i never looked up my sleeve
to see if there were any aces hiding
now some old man
waits on me
waits on me
to take his place
on the stage
in the final act of the play
i never want to make
you feel like you couldn’t be
cause i just take and i take
and my hands can’t hold you when they’re holding me
do you see my tears hiding there
behind my smile
do you see my fears hiding there
my inner child
and i just wanted to say
if you want me to i’’ll stay
and i just want you to know
if you want me to i promise i will go
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2. |
Where's Waldo?
03:55
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i lay in bed and close my eyes
headphones playing songs from another time
feels like when i reopen my eyes
i’ll wake up as the version of me i left behind
when i was a kid
days didn’t feel like this
i was happier then
but i then i barely remember it
i sink so low
thinking bout the highs and faces in the crowd
i know i don’t (know)
the worst it stays beside me, the best is left unknown
each day i feel less like me
slipping into obscurity
who was better at vanishing
copperfield or houdini?
each day i feel less like me
slipping into obscurity
who was better at vanishing
was it lennon or mccartney?
i sink so low
thinking bout the highs and faces in the crowd
i know i don’t (know)
the worst it stays beside me, the best is left unknown
the worst it stays beside me, the best is left unknown
don’t you wanna know?
where did i go?
i dress myself in red and white
but i still seem impossible to find
i get the feeling no one has the time
to pick me out of a crowd no matter the size
i was a dot
on your canvas
i kinda got lost
when more got added in
i sink so low
thinking bout the highs and faces in the crowd
i know i don’t (know)
the worst it stays beside me, the best is left unknown
the worst it stays beside me, the best is left unknown
don’t you wanna know?
where did i go?
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3. |
Surfbored
04:45
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the waves died down
i’m a sidewalk surfer now
my heart gave out
so i’m a pessimist and a cynic now
all roads lead to low
you’ll see them play pretend
a trail in the snow
you’ll find me at the end
looking so bored
looking so bored
i was such a fool to fall in love with you
we were green, you were yellow, i was blue
never one for games i don’t follow the rules
and i lose, i lose
my cousin ran into a great white shark
and i know its uncommon but it’s really food for thought
on the land there’s a man who’s there to see me trip
and i all i wanted to show him was a couple of tricks
the waves died down
i’m a sidewalk surfer now
my heart gave out
so i’m a pessimist and a cynic now
all roads lead to low
you’ll see them play pretend
a trail in the snow
you’ll find me at the end
looking so bored
looking so bored
i thought that it was cool to be in love with you
trying to calm my nerves with every bottle of booze
i was never good at math but there’s one thing that i knew
that one plus one… is two
my brother ran into a great white pile
he’s been sad for years he was happy for a while
on the ramp there’s a lip i’d really like to clear
my friend broke his arm now his bones are filled with fear
surf/skate/snow… bored
looking so bored
looking so bored
it’s never mine
i just rent it out
and as the sidewalk grows
the cracks in the pavement begin to show
i wished you stayed a while
i wished you stayed a while
oh i wished you stayed a while
but you looked so bored
yeah, you looked so bored
you looked so bored
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4. |
Lazy J
03:25
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I run motel in Claresholme
It’s a town where no one goes
I spend my days at the front desk
I look at the door
I look at the clock
then to the door again
i’m trying to keep things clean
but what’s the point when all remains unseen
i swept away my dreams
and now the dust just makes it hard to breathe
the sign says “vacancy”
theres nobody here but me
each day i speak to no one
i change the sheets for no one
each day repeats like sitcoms
i know all the beats, when to applaud
when to cry when to laugh
when to fly when to crash
i know every season
but i have no reason to believe in believing
i’m trying to keep things clean
but what’s the point when all remains unseen
i swept away my dreams
and now the dust just makes it hard to breathe
the sign says “vacancy”
theres nobody here but me
a snow storm is coming in
this might be my moment
my moment, its golden
i know that it’s coming
i’m holding out
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5. |
Visiting Hours Are Over
03:55
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baby
baby
i am lonely
without you here
baby
baby
i am lonely
without you
everything reminds me of you
everyone looks kinda like you
my heart stops for a second or two
but it subsides as i remind myself it’s not you
everything makes me unhappy
even things that make me happy
yesterday the sun was bright
and i just cried as my mind replayed the better times
you were a visitor
you were visiting me
you were a visitor
our time was temporary
you were a passenger
you were just passing through
and i’ve been on this path before
feels like deja vu
every night i sing this to you
every time i’m further from you
i try to throw my voice but its
like a dream i feel so weak and untrue
every life is what you make it
still a life even if you waste it
trying to sell myself or trade in
for a memory with you that hasn’t faded
baby
baby
i am lonely
without you here
baby
baby
i am lonely
without you
i hope you feel like you are loved
i thought i could do it by myself but clearly i was wrong
you were a visitor
you were just visiting me
you were a passenger
in the seat right beside me
it takes one to know one
no wonder i have no one
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6. |
Waiting List
04:23
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sitting on the bus home
seeing all the people
waiting out the clock and i
am waiting for someone to wait for me
when i get home
sitting on the good thoughts
seeing other people
waiting out the clock and i
am waiting for someone to wake me up
how long was i asleep for?
i’m waiting for the right time
i’m on the waiting list for a better life line
standing on the side lines
i’m watching all the people as they just pass by
i’m waiting on you
are you waiting for me too?
(do do do do)
sitting on the asphalt
running out of things to do
it all comes down to being here without you
here without you here
wasted all my good shots
seeing other people
all i see is you
all i, all i see is you
i’m waiting for the right time
i’m on the waiting list for a better life line
standing on the side lines
i’m watching all the people as they just pass by
i’m waiting on you
are you waiting for me too?
(do do do do)
what what what is my time frame
what what what is your heart saying
is it on its way back to me?
tell me tell me tell me tell me
what what what is my time frame
what what what is your heart saying
is it on its way back to me?
tell me tell me tell me tell me
sitting on the bus home
sitting on the bus home
i’m sitting on the bus home
seeing other people
seeing other people
i’m seeing other people
i’m waiting for the right time
i’m on the waiting list for a better life line
standing on the side lines
i’m watching all the people as they just pass by
i’m waiting on you
are you waiting for me too?
(do do do do)
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